Ring Pops

I've decided that this is Dan and I.
Today started out kinda nice. We got a project in Global Studies, which is kinda a bummer. But then AP Lit wasn't too bad. Dissecting Robert Frost haha. Lunch was nice, i started a ring pop and didn't finish it til Physics XD. My mouth was completely blue by the time workshops started XD. The dance was surprisingly easy. I was expecting something really hard so :). The songs I'm ok with. I can sing it awesome a few times, but if i keep going my voice starts to get scratchy :P. I'm pretty excited for this year because(i know this sounds bad XD) but all the seniors are gone, and they were the ones who got all the parts. So hopefully I get a nice part now that I have a chance ^__^. When I got home today, I went straight to sleep and only woke up for Mac and Cheese, and Gossip Girl. Can't wait til next weeks show!!!! :D. I slept with this candle on in my room, and it makes everything smell really nice. It's Black Cherry ^__^. Well I'm going to workshops tomorrow as well, so hopefully I can improve :). Auditions Thursday with Derrick!

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Aim, Snap, WIN

Finished application for George Mason, James Madison, and Drexel! Now I'm excited :D, it was surprisingly way easier than I thought it would be :). Right now I'm listening to Bad Romance, I think it's my favourite song (along with Just Dance) from Lady Gaga. My hair's straight today and idk if I want it to be curly or not. Hmph. Today should be fun, idk why I'm writing a Blog this early. Probably just to show that I finished my essays XD.
O! My dream last night was soooo strange!! Ok so Dan, Eric, Amber, and I were in NYC. We were making a documentary about some people but we accidentally got split up. So Amber and I were in Chinatown and we saw a church of lesbian women led by the Disney Asian go by and we made a documentary on them XD. And then we decided that getting lost is really fun, so we stayed in a random hotel.
Then my other dream I was at my Grandma and Papa's house. I started to hear some meowing and fighting sounds so I went into the basement and outside was there new cat Jimmy(they really don't have a new cat though. This is a dream XD) fighting this Momma Cat, and it had babies who were badly hurt. So she brought them inside. I told Jimmy to go away and he did. Then I called down my Papa and I was crying cause I didn't know what to do with the hurt baby kittens. They were so cute!!!T_T and then we got a box and put a blanket on the bottom and carefully picked them up and into the box with the Momma Cat. Then we took them to a rescue center to be fixed up ^__^
I FELT LIKE A HERO ^__^

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Black Friday

So Veronica asked me to help her work at St.John's today. So I was excited and said YES because I've always wanted to work in retail. So we leave at about 11 pm for the outlets. And employees had to park all the way at Grasonville Elementary and take a shuttle bus to the outlets because there were so many people waiting for the midnight shopping! It took a thirty minutes to go 5 miles. Once we finally get there everythings going pretty slow, but eventually all the crazy Asian woman start to come and they fit like 3 people in one little itty bitty dressing room! IT'S CRAZY. And they're fiesty! At around 3-4am it starts to rain and get really cold, so there's like noone left at the outlets, so Vero and I walk around and she bought a shirt at pacsun for 6 bucks ^__^. I have no money so FAIL but I should be getting money from working til 7am soon XD.
When I got home I fell asleep til about 2:30. Then I cleaned my room and it looks NIIIICE :D I enjoy cleaning. I really want to start on more college essays but I'm afraid I'll get tired and won't finish them :P
It's super windy out! But the water looked really cool today cause the sun was out. Haven't seen that in awhile XD. Tomorrow's the cast party and I'm making Rice Krispie Treats!:D I looooooooooove themmmmmm SO I'M PRETTY EXCITEDDDD :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
au revoir

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Thanksgiving

I AM THANKFUL FOR MY BF DAN ^___^
and my hilariously Republican family XD
Also, I'm thankful for good friends.
Those seem like the average what everyone should say...sooOOOOOoOoo
I'm thankful for my soap, it makes me clean.
I'm thankful for my laptop, it keeps me connected.
I'm thankful for myself, because i love myself...
I'm thankful for my Brain, it's quite bright.
I'm thankful for my candle, it's making stuff smell nice.
And I'm thankful for life.


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Do You Ever Live in the Past?

Today I think I've been living in the past. I've just been remembering a lot of things from Summer 2009. It's kinda hard to think about Summer 2009 because it wasn't my best Summer experience. I found out some heartbreaking information, I lost my best friend, and I didn't do everything I wanted to :/. But it would never call it a "bad" summer. This is my Senior year and I know I'm always talking about it in here...but isn't senior year supposed to be fun? Isn't it supposed to be your best experience from High School?! If you were to ask me today "which year was my favourite" I wouldn't be able to give you an answer because I loved them all! Freshman year I discovered that there are a lot more awesome people than the bitches who are graduating with me. Sophomore year I discovered new people that I grew very close too :). And Junior Year I started dating Dan. But Senior year so far...I've been in a play...and I've applied to college...Yea. Hopefully it gets more exciting XD
Workshops for the Musical are on Monday and Tuesday ^__^ I'm really excited for this because i'm hoping I get a part so I can be like " Yea my senior year i was ... in the musical!" haha XD
i watched My Neighbour Totoro today ^__^


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Deadlines

Wow, my mother really knows how to make every situation into a nightmare. She managed to make me cry all the while I was trying to show her what I've been doing with all my applications. My Dad made me feel soooo much better though. It's good to know at least SOMEONE is supporting what I actually want and not trying to force me to be in a feggin VIRGINIA school. It's not that I think Virginia schools are bad, I think they're really good. I just would rather be somewhere else...Like Annapolis, or NYC perhaps? Pretty much done application for GMU and Drexel. Now all I need is those damn essays -_-. I don't think I'm gonna be able to get all of my applications in by December 1st. And I guess that's ok, just makes the financial part of college a little more difficult :/. I guess I should be blaming this on my procrastination. But I don't procrastinate that baddd! I've just been kinda busy :/.
Well today was the last day of Harvey, and all the Seniors got to go out and get recognised. It was really nice to be standing out there with everyone :). But it's also kinda saddening, because today I was texting Dan about how my mom was making me so upset...and he was like "well if you go to a Virginia school I can still be close to you" and that made me kinda sad :/ i just wish I could make 50,000 dollars a year to go to Annapolis -_-.
Annie auditions are coming up soon, hopefully I can have fun with it and get a big part ^___^


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You Are the Only Exception

Woke up from a terrible nightmare this morning :(. I haven't had one of those in a while. Then I was late to school :P, but Veronica drove me so it's ok ^__^. But I didn't get to see Dan this morning :P made my day just a little less awesome. Then I fell down the stairs after Speech and now have a giant bruise on my shin...again -_-. I probably looked like a clumsy person T_T I wanna be graceful! Then I read The Awakening while i was home. A lot of people say that they don't enjoy the book, but I actually love it. I like how the women is being oppresses and she's starting to realize it, and to change that. Hopefully I can find an academic journal and finish writing a rough draft and a college essay so i can apply before Dec 1st for scholarships :P College applications are starting to catch up to me and I DO NOT LIKE THAT. Stresses the FUCK outta me. :/
I went for a run today, and my ears started to hurt cause i forgot to cover them :P. But it was a nice run ^__^. Also I hung with Paige, Phil, and Dan at Subway and Blockbuster, then we met Cat and Jiselle up at Dairy Queen. I love Jiselle and Cat they are so much fun!! And I need to watch a lot of movies MIDNIGHT SHOWING OF NEW MOON FRIDAY :D:D:D:D:D:D so excited. READY TO CRY XD.
Sometimes I wish i could know the truth about everything. Figure out when someone tells me a lie or doesn't tell me anything, that would be really nice. If I had a power i think i would choose the power of wisdom. I need me some wisdom, i hate how I'm perceived as naive. BECAUSE I'M NOT.
Church leaders trying to shut down our bible study, but we're resisting and I feel like a protestant XD.
I like the song "The Only Exception" by paramore ^__^ reminds me of my views on relationships...even though that's kinda sad.
Goals that I want to set for myself: Drive to downtown Annapolis ( I've never driven there yet XD), Get applications in by Dec 1st, Get a job during winter, find Dan a cool xmas gift :D


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Suddenly Everything has Changed

I feel so large.
I'm going to fix that.
I feel like I'm behind on everything.
I'm going to fix that.
I feel like i don't speak my mind as much as I should.
I'm going to fix that.

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Misguided Ghosts

I hate being so calm, i should try letting go every once in a while. Harvey's going well, i read backstage and do nothing after Act 1 Scene 1. LOL i didn't get the student Page position with the Maryland General Assembly -_- Andrew Fisher did of course. But I'm ok with that, because now I don't have to deal with another responsibility especially if I want to get a job after I'm done applying everywhere.
For the last week it's rained constantly, and the wind is so harsh it can lift you off your feet! Crazy. I've been listening to the song "misguided ghosts" by Paramore a lot lately. It makes me feel stable? i think that's the word.
I have to write an outline for my Senior Paper this weekend. Orlando is such a great book!I feel like I learned a lot from it :).

I'm just one of those ghosts
traveling endlessly
don't need no roads
infact they follow me
this is life
and pain is just a simple compromise


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Health

Alright, so lately I've been seriously lacking on my health. It's gotten bad, really really bad. I jiggle >.<. SO to fix that issue I've decided on making a workout plan! I think it will actually work because I did that a while back and then some and it worked! :D So hopefully I stay fit this fall/winter :).
Wicked was awesome! I love being in the city, and I think it's where I wanna be ^__^. Glinda was my favourite! She's so funny XD and I like the view of Oz. I would have never thought of it that way. Now I think I'll have to read the book ^__^ Haha, my book list is growing tremendously XD.
GLEE finally comes back on tonight :D I am totally pumped for that! XD OO and HARVEY is TOMORROWWWW. I feel like it all happened so fast! And I think everyone has improved greatly, buttttt I do still think the show isn't as funny as it could be. I do wish I had more parts in the play, but I also kinda like leaving early and having time to do homework.
I got two of my recommendations in to Sof and Wolff. I need to find Miss Blose but she got married, and is now Madame Corpella! Mrs. Brumbaugh is the french sub until she comes back from her Honeymoon ^__^.


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Wicked

I'm excited for tomorrow. Last time i was in NYC was summer 2008 with Veronica! It'll be like a mini-vacation away from school lol.
Today went by REALLY REALLY slow...
There's a teacher at my school who's creepy.
I can't find my headphones.
I haven't felt this free in a while.
Although my back's in pain.
I still feel pretty great :)
Tomorrow will make it even better.


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q2q

I can't believe you would say those things. You're a lost cause to me now. I'm done trying. Sure I miss you, and you say you miss me. But that must have been a lie.
Are there any honest people left in this world?
I don't believe there are.
That frightens me, because i live off honestly. If you're to be trusted please stay true to me. If you're going to be a trickster...get out of my life now.
Q2Q today, fail. 3 hours late -_-
Excited for NYC Wednesday!
Life moves at you pretty fast. So if you don't stop to look around every once in awhile you might miss it.


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