Sick

Homecoming played the crappiest music in thee world. But I had a nice time at dindin with Dan, Paige, and Phil :D. And after the Dance at Casey's. And the next day with Dan...or "Nad" XD. So last night at 3:00 i woke up because my stomach hurt like hell. So i went into the bathroom because I was afraid I was going to barf...and sure enough about 5 minutes later I barf. UGH i hate that :( cause i have no control. I think it's cause i ate too much over the weekend. O well.
Today I stayed home, i'm feeling much better now. Mom handed in my scholarship application, hopefully i do well with it. I need to finish writing an essay for colleges. And i need to get recommendation forms in. :P i just kinda finshed p the Horatio Alger scholarship...butttt i decided not to do it because of what its asking for. I don't have that stuff :P. Elk's scholarship will do for now.
I had the craziest dream last night. It was like a story! When i woke up i wrote it all down so i wouldn't forget it! I'm gonna tell Dan about it later today :D. I wanna go on a walk, i think i will.
Tomorrow I have Senior Pictures! Hopefully they turn out nice :)


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Homecoming

I'm excited for tonight :D. I think it will be a lot of fun :D. My mom got on me soooo bad today about the shoes i was gonna wear...:P I guess now that I think about it...those shoes aren't the best i could have picked out XD but i still like them. So she gave me her old grandma shoes -_-. I'm not too thrilled to wear them :P. I straightened my hair! :D I think it will look good like that :). O! and mom's making me wear stockings. I kinda like those though. I just wish she wasn't such a complete BITCH. ugh.
Well the interview went well! And my project went well :D. so thumbs up for christieee woOOoOooOooO. hah.
I miss lily, and brittany. I wish lily never moved and stayed here with meeee T_T. And i wish Britt and I never lost touch, because now she's...i don't even know. I wanna hang out again because it's britt! It's always been Christie and Britt. Now it's Christie and Dan. and Brittany and Mason...No more Christie and Britt :(. But it's ok, i figured it'd be hard to stay in touch after high school anyway...No actually, i never thought it would be hard to stay in touch with Brittany sighsighsighsighsigh. I still have Paigeypoo :) going to dinner with her phil and dan tognighttt. yummy.
I hope they play good music tonight and not crap ghetto music -_- that really bothers me.


caryatid

Almost

Everything's all coming together now :). My happy isn't back though :/ I blame that on lack of Girl friends...sigh. I'm happy with just Dan and guy friends and all, i just want the whole "christie, paige, brit, and cat" thing back together. We always had a good time together :). IDK what's going on with everyone anymore. I know i should call, but they're all probably busy, and Brit hates being near me now. So i need new girlfriends. Or i need to get out more and find something to do other than homework T_T.
I went to Starbuck's today and got a chai tea latte. They always hit the spot :). It's FREEZing and i need a coat. It took Sammy FOREVER to make the thing though and it wasn't as amazing as i would have liked it to be...but it was still delicious ^___^.
I am going with Amber on a college visit tomorrow to William and Mary. So that should be fun! Maybe we'll walk around Williamsburg and look at all the shops ^___^. I'm almost done my Elks scholarship ^__^ i just need Mrs.Nies to fill out the rest :). I wonder how i did on my SATs :). I hope better than last time :).
I wanna make another ripple effect


caryatid

Scooby Doo

I will never get tired of watching Scooby, Daphne, Freddy, Shaggy, and Velma solve those mysteries! I just found out his real name is Scoobert XD.
Having no school for the rest of the week is relaxing but i have so much schoolwork to do T_T i need to get started on that, and on college applications GODAMNIT. I hope i can get it all done in time :/.
I have an Interview with the Maryland General Assembly for the student page position October 22nd! I'm excited for it, but Andrew and Alex are also going out for it, and Olivia. I think i can beat Olivia because she's not as energetic. And i think i can beat Alex and Andrew because they've never taken AP Govt! so HA. I hope i get the position, it would be AWESOME
I think I've finally decided on a career. I want to be a Judge. Like in a courtroom with the whole gown and everything. I know i don't seem like a person who would do well in that position, but i believe I'd be really good at it :).
My brother didn't go on the bus today, he woke up "late". He didn't wanna take the psats lol. Dan took them though, i hope he does better than me on them. They say that boys do better on the Sats than girls do. But girls do better in college than boys do. So i guess it kinda balances out lol.
I really wanna go to Massachusetts, that's all i can think about lately. I had the most fun there. It's like my kinda environment. Or New Hampshire and Connecticut. I like it there a lot too :)
WTF IS FRUITABLES. A fruit and a vegetable mixed together in a juice box. MMMMM tastyyyy, lol the commercial makes me want them.
Although i wanna be a Judge, I wonder....Who has the right to Judge someone?


caryatid

Stoopid

GEEZUZ don't get all worked up over a picture. Why the hell would you even get worked up about it?! It's a picture, on facebook, that we took together while we were having fun. Why the hell would you get pissed off if i uploaded it?
Maybe it's because we don't hang out anymore and it reminds you of the better times when we were best friends. IDK but it's stupid shit to hear that you get pissed like that.
This is why we don't hang out anymore.
Not because of boyfriend issues(although that did push us away).
This is the main problem.
You're fucking mind.


caryafuckingtid

sighs of failure

I can't do it all
I'm fragile
I'm hopeless
I'm not perfect
but i will be free



caryatid

Sailing

Last night was Whiteout! WE WON :D:D:D i was actually into it too, i totally understand football now! IT'S AMAZING ^___^. I was stuck in the parking lot for awhile though because of all the crazy parents and kids who parked in ILLEGAL SPOTS. damn them...Then went to Nic's. Eric was there :D. I saw Molly and Daniel too! And then i picked up my brother with Dan and Eric...i like picking up my brother with them XD. Me and nic rushed to Dairy Queen only to find out that it doesn't close til 10:30 FAIL.
Yesterday before the game i was really stressed though. I had so much stuff to do with projects and scholarships, i don't know if i can do it by myself :/ But I'm trying my best :). I have an agenda for schoolwork, and a notebook for collegework. UGH mom's always telling me what to do with that too! She has no idea though. She didn't go to college. She keeps telling me VIRGINIA SCHOOLS BLAH BLAH NO WHERE ELSE. And I don't even wanna be in Virginia. So now number one choice is Marymount Manhatten. I'm really excited about it too ^___^.
I went to Chesapeake Cats just now and filled out an application form. I want to volunteer with the Cats because i love Cats! I even have a kitty purse XD. I met one cat there today who was named Brandon and he was have Siamese half Himalayan. I WANT HIM SO BAD!!! T_T After a few minutes in the place I started feeling my allergies but i ignored it so it's all good. I hope i can help out with it as much as possible :).
Going to see Zombieland later today, i wonder how that'll go ^__^
I really wanna go sailing :)


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