Funny Face

I want to be carefree n__n
that face seems to fit
caryatid

hmm

So i've come to the learn that since i'm so used to not getting anything i want, i don't want anything at all. And that actually makes sense. ^___^

caryatid

lovesong

Someone told me today that "i could see you being a good mom ^__^". It was so cute! I was very flattered. But i never thought i wanted kids until today XD. Now i want a little boy with curly hair, and i want him to be really shy because that's adorable! :D.
I really hope Manny isn't at work tomorrow T_T, he kinda scares me. Mary told me all these stories about him and i don't want to get into his crowd. I'll be raped fersure. He's always touching me and then running away, it's creepy. He's like 20 something. ugh >.<
School was fun. i love Ian Richards!!! and Ray and Jahmaul XD. And Christian. And all those other boys that bother hailee and i.
Britt updated me on her cold sore through text? XD. She just "thought i should know" weirdo.
I really wanted to wear shorts tomorrow, or a skirt. But it won't be warm out til saturday T_T.
I think i'll wear a dress anyway ^__^.
I saw a baby picture of Dan todayyY!!!!!!!! He's so cute!!!! :D:D:D:D:D hehe ^__^. I was with Sophia all after school XD. She's funny, but never gets tired O.o. So strange.


caryatid

Ecclesiastes

"Words of wisdom spoken softly
make much more sense
then the shouts of a ruler
to a crowd of fools"
Ecclesiastes 9:17

"The power to charm a snake
does you no good
if it bites you anyway"
Ecclesiastes 10:11

I don't think anyone knows my love for ecclesiastes XD, i could read it all day even though it's a short chapter XD. I shared those two scriptures today and everyone was like I LOVE THEMM why haven't i seen that beforeeeee lol. I felt pretty proud on finding them. ^___^.
I most likely have homework..I'll do it on the bus tomorrow :]. AP TEST IN A WEEK O_O. Scared scared scared scared.
Mom took the reast of my moneyyyy, awesomeeeeee. Lol no spring clothes for me! :/ no hobby for me :/. That's ok, maybe once i get paid again i can go thrifting :D, i love doing that. Until then, magazines FTW.
A mango sounds pretty good right now :], too bad Rita's closes at 9 T_T, i'll go tomorrow after school if my mom comes home early ^___^.
Man i love Robert Frost, the book's overdue XD, idc! i'm not finished it yet! XD. The library can wait, i don't think someone's gonna be too frantic looking for Robert Frost poems :], their all online anyway.
Back painsssss, feggginajflkanjhlkdfgjakjdnhoidfjhea. sigh. SHIT i forgot to call workkkk againnnn, tomorrow i will FERSURE tell them about Friday ^__^.
My mom's ex boyfriend died today :/. He had a heart attack. I hope his family copes with it well. My mom's taking it pretty hard.

caryatid

Numb

My face is Numb, the Dentist had to fix a filling i had put in by my other Dentist, she kinda failed at the filling XD. So i got a lot of money for my birthday and i was excited to buy things because i never buy anything XD. But then my mom took it so fail T_T. At least i have a job...but all my job money went to her too. 300some dollars gone :P. I just want some spring clothes. I'm gonna get back into clothes. It was my hobby and i kinda neglected it for awhile. But over the weekend i made a butterfly bow and it got me happy about making things again ^__^. SO yay hobby back! lol :D. And i'm actually listening to music right now :D. Things are looking up, but at the same time not really lol. I hate the economy. ^___^


Caryatid

51

It's my 51st post XD. I'm eating Cinnamon Graham Crackers ^__^. Left homework at school -_- fml. Work on my Birthday, double fml. If Dan dies i'll cry forever T_T. Bible Study tonight :]. Cate's picking me up at 6:45. Then i'll be home by 9ish i believe. Well i have no homework so i'll get a good nights sleep :D sunny side to every situation XD. I ate so much over break...T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T my pants are tightttttttt
LOL. Mom's at Jons. I have no transporatationnnnn, it really is a fail to have your license but no car -_-. The reason why i post so many of these is because Veronica told me that if i wrote almost everyday i would get some creativity, its not working :/
No motivation, No creativity, No life :/


caryatid

lucky

I'm so jealous of talented people
i want talent too :/
i've gotta find it

caryatid

Twitter

lol I got a Twitter, i don't really understand it that much, it just seems like facebook but with only status updates. It's still fun though XD. SO i went to Grandma's yesterday for Easter ^___^ ate a lot, Jon came...and he's allergic to carrots and celery? So my grandma had to be careful not to add those into our dinner XD. Anyway, then i stayed up til 1:30 doing my Ap work, pretty much done...all i need to do it 4E and 5B because those were hard questions T_T.
Man i am so bad at deciding things XD. I had to write them down on a peice of paper and drop em on the floor XD. I'm gonna go showerrr.
I'm drinking rootbeer :D.
i love everyone ^___^

caryatid

MWAH

oh goodness gracious T_T still haven't done my homework for ap govvvvv XD. I need to get on that, i will tonight ^___^. Tomorrow i go to Grandma's for Easter :D. My birthday is Thursday...and i actually don't want anything...again XD. Brits mom got me a cute tank top today :D. I'm going to her house later...again XD. I still need to get my flashdrive at courtneys, i really hope her dog didn't eat it T_T. That would be the worst. Pyzik would beat us T_T_T_T. Me and my mom were watching the Jill Stuart fashion show on tv. I LOVE THOSE CLOTHES OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. There was this light pink flowy dress that had like a side strap AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i died looking at it. I NEEEEEED ITITITITITITIT. XD.
I love Bonnie XD, she's so funny


caryatid

wordboner

Love this picture :D. lady gaga is so funny XD, "i'm your biggest fan i'll follow you until you love me, papa, paparazzii" XD, such a creeper.
So today i stayed home and then went out with Dan and Eric to see Cate in her Skipjack idol competition ^___^. She did well. Shannon was there too :D. It was nice to see Dan.
I got that job at the pizza place :D. I work from 4 to 8 tomorrow :D, and then afterwards going to bonnies party :]. Tomorrow should be good :D.
Still need to make plans with Casey! maybe friday ^___^ or saturday lol.

caryatid

pokerface

:D We had a great time in oc. SOOOOO many stories XD. One thing i learned is that there are a lot of horny boys in Ocean City O.o. A lot. And there are a lot of creepers. a lotttttttt. And the fudge factory has thee best fudge ever!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:DD:D. ^___^. I'm glad i went even though there were some bad times XD they became hilarious. Like when the window wound't go up in the rain XD, and the drunk boys chasing us on the beach XDXDXD. Friggin peed myself i swear, i thought i was gonna get raped XD. But we made it to the car and drove away in time. Poor chelsea falling out of a loft XD, and almost breaking her foot. Emily's asshole boyfriend. And Paige with that song pokerface XDXD. Omg she's so funny. We stayed at Britt's stepbrother's house :D. They were sooo nice and there kids are so funny! Madeline and Corgan have great personalities XD corgan "I had a dream last night....that i had a girlfriend!...But that's not gonna be real!!!" XD i love him. And Madeline "I have four favourite colours! pink purple silver gold.... pink and purple!!" XD.
Bible Study tonight ^___^, spring break is gonna be nice, thursday i'm gonna dedicate to my homework though XD.
Going over to Courtney Sitar's ^__^, we have to finish up our project that noone else in our group wanted to finish XD.

Caryatid

Ocean City

Chelsea is getting better! and we're deffeinately going to Ocean City today :D. YAY I'm packing my things now, lol i've got two bags XD. But they're little so it shouldn't be a problem ^___^. They want to go to that dance place down there -_-...i reallllllly don't want to go to that, because it just seems lame...i just don't see the point of going to a dance place and just dancing...i can dance with the radio XD. I don't know, maybe i'm just embarrassed to go because i can't really dance like a slut XD. It's hard! XD.
Anywayyyy, i've got homework over break -_- funnnn. Checked out a Robert Frost Poem book from the library. I like his poems, they're all nature-esque, but with these symbols...hard for me to explain XD.
Driving's great :D. My mom came home early from Johns yesterday...that means she had a bad time. She said that it was just because his kids were over, but i know better than to believe that XD.
AHHHH THE BEACH AT 4:00 :D:D:D, nothing to do til then though :/. I have no money XD, only like 36 dollars that my mom gave me.
I went to Classic pizza, friday i think, with Paige, Phil, and Britt. So as we're in there Mary Williams is at the counter! lol i love her. And she was like "do any of you wanna apply hereeee?!?!" and i was like "YES!" because the people there just want a girl at the counter to take orders and answer the phone, so i wouldn't have to make the pizza :D. But anywayyy so i applied and i'm going back there on Tuesday or Wednesday, just to make sure they don't forget me XD...at least that's what Mary told me to do. lol.
YAY for random adventures to classic pizza! :D

caryatid

Kites

So the day started out with me at Scoop and Shake for two hours XD, then i drove back home, without anything to do T_T. So i post that on facebook and Amber was like "Me too!". And we ended up hanging out with Nate, and flying Kites XD. It was really fun, talking with Amber's mom about colleges is fun too! XD. Now I'm listening to Mamma Mia, again XD. I'm gonna list random songs i like a lot...
"sos" mamma mia
"The winner takes it all" mamma mia
"belly up" maria mena
"that's what you get" paramore
"its one of those nights" the cab....i actually don't remember the name XD
and something by No Doubt lol.
I'm eating strawberries, cookies, and drinking rootbeer. Today was nice. I like nice. Whenever my phone vibrates i hope it's Dan XD. It's kinda pathetic, but whatever XD.
So Chelsea sprained her ankle bad T_T and she's the one driving us to Oean City tomorrow, so i'm gonna pray she gets better! :D, because we planned everything perfectly lol XD. I'm reading this book called "forever" right now, it's really good. About these seniors who fall in love and they talk about being together forever and then now they're going to different colleges and still dating. I like it ^__^
Mom's away for the night at john's...so no car T_T. FAILLLLLLL
i love driving, it's such a fail that i have no car to drive XD.
yay single parents! XD

caryatid

Guard Your Heart

I don't feel single :/. But since i guess i am, i want to go to prom with someone!!!! I wanna wear a pretty dress, and dance around, T_T. SOMEONE BETTER ASK ME TO PROM lol XD.
I'm not dating anyone else til i leave this fucking island. I don't regret being with Dan...but i regret getting attached. No actually, i don't regret being attached...I regret not guarding my heart. I think that's the most important thing, that i just forgot to do :/.
I really wish i could have heard Cate's testimony about guarding your heart. I guess i'll ask her about it next tuesday ^___^.
I'm getting my happy, and i'm getting my independence :D
this is awesome
I'm going to speak my mind from this day forth. And what i say is going to be respected ^___^


caryatid

thursday

Still don't know where i'm going, and now i just don't care ^___^

Once a bad thing happens...two good things happen :D. Kyle got in a lot of trouble at school the other day. And he's decided to come back into hanging out with us ^__^. He doesn't want to hang out with the troublemakers anymore. I missed him sooo much!!!!! T_T_T_T_T. I'm so glad he's back. Once he gets everything figured out me, him, and britt are all gonna play crazy taxi!!! XD.
i missed that kid :].
And Cameron...i was very...shocked? i guess XD that he texted me randomly saying that he was sorry about everything. I was hesitant at first, but i wanna be nice to him! i wanna be his friend :D. I just don't think hanging out with him would be a good idea XD. i mean i would hang with him if he was with Vero...but other than that, not on my own ^__^.
Casey and me are planning on hanging out during the break :D. Should be loads of fun fun fun :D:D:D:D love her.
And Taylor and Veronica of course. ^___^
Sunday-Tuesday going to Ocean City with all these girls XD. It was so random and last minute, but i need some fun ^___^ so i'm glad i'm going :D.
Wish i could go to the Cherry Blossom Festival but my Dad called and he's busy T_T. So i guess i'll just be lonely this weekend XD unless Casey wants to hang out with me! :D
Mom's not home tonight...so no car T_T. I feel weird that i have my license...but no car? XD
I wish i had a daddy

caryatid