rootbeer

I used to post a blog a day, just talking about what happened. But ever since Dan got sick i have nothing to talk about XD. Well today i talked with Erin for a long time, just about anything. I never thought i would be able to get close to her, but now i think it would be fun if i did. She's funny XD. This past week i've been throwing my clothes everywhere around my room, so im cleaning it now. ^__^. Tomorrow i'm heading to Virginia after school to go to jmu. My parents want me to go to a school in Virginia since i can get it cheaper there, idk. I really really really don't know what i wanna do >.<. Makes me all upset, cause everyday it changes. lol. Yesterday i wanted to be a lighting director XD. Today i want to be a college teacher. Tomorrow i'll probably want to be a medical forensic scientist thingy. hehe. Or a spy. Or the president. XD. syke. I'm eating a hotpocket. I really want some rootbeer. imma go get some. hmmm...i miss dannnn, there's no point in being at school if he isn't thereeeeeee XD. so bored, my life is boring, -_-.

caryatid

lonely

I feel lonely. I've always liked to be alone, but i've never really felt sick of being alone, because that's what lonely is...i think. But at the same time i feel like i have lots of friends. It's funny how people can make you feel so welcome and then later you realize, "wow i know nothing about them."

So i have this theory that the higher the cielings, the better people can think. I saw it one day during a test i was taking for piano. I was looking at Veronica and then i saw like a thought bubble come out of the top of her head, and in the little room it wasn't big enough to think clearly, but then in the auditorium it was so big that the thoughts got lost in all the space.
That probably makes no sense to the people reading this
but it makes perfect sense to me ^___^


caryatid

tiscold

It might snow yayyyy. Sigh...i feel sick, thanks Dan XD. So tired, but i need to go to school. I have a zit, T_T. I wrote a note to Dan today, but he wasn't at school so i couldn't give it to him. I feel like all my blogs have something to do with him XD. It's a bit funny. I love facbook, im getting better at tetris, i'll never beat Britt or Eric though T_T. I wish i had a talent, it's sad that i really don't have one. I can't take a picture anymore, well i can take a picture i just look strange in na picture, at least i think i look strange. LOL my camera is still broken sighsighsigh. Maybe i can fix it. idk. I wanna go picture crazy again, that was fun. I want money too, need to be more motivated to find a job. February 28th going to JMU fun fun fun. It's in the mountains so im guessing it's going to be cold. I need to go look up British Lingo.

Caryatid

fail

LAWLZ. Okay so Vero and Emo are back together now XD. I'm not believeing anyone when they say "for good" anymore XD. Never happens. Anyway, i just ate all my chocolate ^___^ yummy. Might watch Mary Poppins later! :D i've got all the songs stuck in my headdd. Lawl it's four and my Dad isn't here yet, usual, he's late to everything XD. That's what i like about him though, he doesn't care, and takes his time...my mom, on the other hand, freaks and rushes everything. It will be nice to just chill with my Dad and Cary. DAN GOT A FACEBOOK YAAAAAAYzzz. My Grandad keeps texting me and uses his british lingo so i don't know what he's saying >.<. fail XD. And todays just been really chill. ^___^

caryatid

Valentines Day

VDAY WOOooOooOoOoooO. Lawl, yesterday was friday the thirteenth and i think that it was really funny since it's a day before vday and Vero and Emo broke up for good XD. She's happy :D, well sorta :P. Britt got ditched by catherine, a thousand year ago the first crusade started killing the knights templar...yaknowww XD. LAWL, so my gift ideas all failed T_T, Dan beat me to one of them, and my mom took all my money...sooooo i've gotta be crafty ^___^. I need a sharpieeee. POOP, I went to practice an hour late today, i'm kind of glad though, because they didn't really learn anything XD. Today should be pretty fun, i get to see Daddy tomorrow!!! :D:D:D:D. I might wear my red dress today...maybe, or something red. When i look at red a feel better XD. I has no makeup, imma go get some. Emo keeps texting me asking where i went? whatevsss. I LOVES EVERYONEEE

Caryatid

the notebook

I wish i could be so happy that it fell off of me and onto other people. If that makes sense? LAWL. I love talking on the phone to Dan ^___^. I told him the whole story of The Notebook XD...idk if he was listening, but he said he was :D. I really love that book :]. I wanna read 90 minutes in heaven...its about this guy who died and went to heaven for ninty minutes then came back to life, and his best friend was praying for him thee entire time. It seems like a really good book Ü. I've also gotta read The Host, lawl...i got it for christmas and haven't read it yet. I also haven't read the books Veronica gave me. Fail. Lol i haven't finished the book Britt gave me either. FAILCAKES XD. I blacked out today, it was a bad one. I was just in line to hand my test in to Mr.Pyzik and then it just hit me and i had to sit on the floor for a minute. Kind of embarrassing, and when i got up to give him my test and go back to my seat my heart was beating so loud i could hear it and feel it everywhere on me. I have an irregular heartbeat, i thought it was going to stop...But then i calmed myself down...WHAT THE FUCK MY DOOR JUST OPENED ALL BY ITSELF T_T_T_T_T it always does that, but its freaking me out right now.
My Daddy called today! and he said that he's taking me out to dinner Sunday :D, i haven't seen him since Christmas and i thought i wouldn't see him till March, so i'm happy :D.I love my Daddy, even though he hasn't made the best choices he's still a good person and Dad. I miss him. I know there's this theory that if a girl doesn't have a father figure in her life then she constantly needs attention from boys. I think Veronica and Catherine might be under that category of girls because...they really do always need a boy in their life. Not that that's a bad thing, it's just sad T_T. I'm glad my Dad didn't just leave and never talk to me again and change his phone number and address T_T. Forking Dave is popping up EVERYWHERE NOW, my mom saw him again today on the bridge in traffic. sigh. it was so lame hearing about it, because i know they still love each other, he's just stubborn and fickle >.<. Or maybe they don't and i'm just trying to convince myself he's still coming back. Whatever. I know it's not a big deal that my stepdad left. But it's serisouly affected me for some reason. I was so clse to him, he could also be considered my best friend, and i have problems knowing my best friend doesn't want to talk to me anymore, seeing as he was my best friend for nine feggin years. I used to think i loved him more than my Dad, since when he came along i was always mad at my Dad since he would take me every other weekend. Now i don't have a Stepdad and my Dad doesn't come over every other weekend, so i guess that theory is right, because i do feel like i need to see Dan all the time XD.

Caryatid

hershberger wedding dress

Lol so many compliments XD, i like my hair straight...but i love it curly ^___^. It's going back to curly tomorrow. And the next day, and the next...etc XD. SoooOOoOooOO my mom's being a poophead right now. Complaining about everything and then not doing anything...:P. I'm not sure what classes to take, well i have an idea but there's a few questions i've gotta ask the guidance counseler. Today was nice, nothing bad happened, i got a super long note from Dan, i like super long notes ^___^. And we had to sing, which didn't take long. LOL the costumes are so funny, poor Casey XD. I need to do my laundry :P. Boring, regular day :]

Caryatid