Waiting

last night was interesting XD. I can't believe Masons parents tolerated that XD, but i love the Leibys so much ^__^. They are so sweet :). I'm loving how Brit doesn't remember anything; makes me giggle.
another party tonight, at Paige's house lol. They're gone but Paige said we could hang out there with her pool and stuff; i think it's the same people from last night coming ^__^. Should be fun.
I need to live :)



caryatid

Pygmalion

"self-destructive
little girl
pick yourself up
don't blame the world
so you screwed up
but it's gonna be ok"


man i love this book/play whatever it is. So funny. I'm listening to making christmas? i've gotta change that XD. I've found some good songs lately :D musics coming back ^__^. Seeing as now i understand songs more i'm starting to actually like and enjoy music.
I can't wait til this week and the next NO DAN!! WOOHOOO lol syke XD. I'll miss him but i'm looking forward to lots of fun ^__^.
If he doesn't care, and she doesn't care, then i don't care. Because i have his love and that's better than what she has n__n.
Molly texted me today about Otakon, i don't know whats going on, but if there's a chance i can go i'll take it ^__^ i enjoyed otakon last year. Minus Cameron of course, ugh. Never bring that kid anywhere with you XD. I'm going to go to the library soon to start my summer projects because i want them done this year XD.

caryatid

Trinkets

i don't feel angry, i should but i don't. I'm worried that i'll randomly get angry in a few weeks...but i'm usually not like that so that shouldn't happen. I don't know what to say to her, what am i suppose to say?
i've gone on hanging out with her not knowing, am i just supposed to pretend the same way? I have no idea what to do, or what i'm doing.
I wish i knew what to say, i just want everything to be good again. sigh

I was watching the secret life today, and i love episode 2! :D. I feel like there's a show on tonight that i'm going to miss :/. And Jons an asshole and i hope i never have to see his creeper face again! He's so mean to my mom. I didn't tell my mom about what happened, she wouldn't like that very much..

I hope everythings honest now :)



caryatid

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im being taugh a lesson.
why?